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    sim sim

    Well, I have survived another day. I lost it for a while, but I think I am feeling slightly better... just need to rest up again.

    Saturday, 15-Apr-17 22:15:04 UTC from social.heldscal.la
    1. awlxaĺan awlxaĺan

      @sim whatever you gotta do, all more power to ya

      Saturday, 15-Apr-17 22:19:28 UTC from web
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        sim sim

        @awl

        Cheers. I think I'll feel better once I have rested enough. That is what I usually need... I get upset, vent about it, let my frustration out in a safe way, and then rest up and give myself some time. I am thankful that this is more frustration/anger... because it means I'm more likely to want to lash out than to imagine taking my own life.

        Saturday, 15-Apr-17 22:24:51 UTC from social.heldscal.la
        1. awlxaĺan awlxaĺan

          @sim always good to recognise how to deal with one's moods.

          Saturday, 15-Apr-17 22:26:11 UTC from web
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            sim sim

            @awl

            Yeah, that is the helpful part. Although it's not fun feeling your own body shaking, and trying to contain things because you knocked your balance off again.

            Saturday, 15-Apr-17 22:33:22 UTC from social.heldscal.la
            1. awlxaĺan awlxaĺan

              @sim if I'm at the shaking level that's when I get physical. Helped when I had a house to destroy. Now I try to sweat it out.

              Saturday, 15-Apr-17 22:43:29 UTC from web
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                sim sim

                @awl

                I think that I mostly wait for it to pass... sometimes I do feel physical, and act out on it. Other times I will just leave the room to do something, to take care of any needs I can. This time, I waited it out while sitting in place. It's never fun feeling like you're being crushed.

                Saturday, 15-Apr-17 22:47:22 UTC from social.heldscal.la