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Fine, 1 1/2 pills. What do you people want from me.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 20:54:30 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty I want you to NOT risk FrankerZing yourself up even worse
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 20:55:23 UTC from web-
@rarity It's hard to see why I shouldn't.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 20:57:05 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Go to your doctor and tell him they aren't working for banana sakes
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 20:58:04 UTC from web-
@rarity No money.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 20:59:32 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty CANADA HAS SOCIALIZED HEALTH CARE
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:00:16 UTC from web-
@rarity Not for "inessential" medication like antidepressants. One bottle is $103.49.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:01:23 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty that's not worth NOT being depressed?
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:02:17 UTC from web-
@rarity It is. Doesn't mean I have the money at the moment.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:03:26 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty just don't get every Apple product the moment it's released and that won't be an issue
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:04:31 UTC from web-
@rarity How does that help me now?
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:06:32 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty frankly it doesn't. But it will down the line
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:08:09 UTC from web-
@rarity Luckily I've run out of things to buy.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:11:00 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Just please don't lose your FrankerZ when Apple announces the "new iMac pro+ with new 2% bigger screen"
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:12:39 UTC from web-
@rarity I'm allowed to do that.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:14:17 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty but you don't need it
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:14:56 UTC from web-
@rarity Of course not. I don't need the video games I like either. Doesn't mean I can't get excited about them.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:17:42 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty but when it comes between getting new things and being not-depressed, I personally would choose the latter. Maybe you're different
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:18:40 UTC from web-
@rarity I honestly just thought my health care plan was still in effect. Runs out when I turn 21 though. Oops.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:20:22 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty get an adult one, then? Surely your government has them
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:21:15 UTC from web-
@rarity I think they're $75 a month. I guess that's a little better.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:23:35 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@yodelerty In the U.S. children can stay on their parents' hc plans til 26. At least my wife did.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:22:27 UTC from web-
@pony Not here. I'd have to be in school. But I'm not.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:24:18 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:04:05 UTC from web
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@yodelerty how is an antidepressant "inessential?" Depression is a chemical imbalance just as dehabilitating as anything else you could need health care for
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:05:13 UTC from web-
@prettypurpleprincesspublicprincesstimeline Don't ask me. Ask the government.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:07:55 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@yodelerty dane we want whats best for you. We want to give you reason when you cant think rationally.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:03:18 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I guess. Though I keep having a nagging voice in my mind that questions everyone's motives.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:05:44 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty i know you do. Tell that voice to shut the hell up. First step to self control.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:07:34 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I try. The voice is so powerful, though. So hard to shut down.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:09:23 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty you have to keep beating at it until it bends to your will. Like dripping water on a rock.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:11:50 UTC from web-
@awlderpy That'll be a long time coming. But I guess it has to be done.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:13:48 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty bet your life on it. Well see you through if no one else.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:14:46 UTC from web-
@awlderpy You guys are good people. I owe you way more than I'll ever be able to give back.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:16:14 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty this right here, is why youll never be like cajun.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:17:28 UTC from web-
@awlderpy My behaviour still isn't up to par though. That's why I keep making the comparison.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:19:12 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty what is the par exactly? I want to know your viewpoint here.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:20:32 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I keep having the feeling that everyone here hates me. The difference is where I try not to say it to the people here. Also, I complain a lot. And get stupid depressed on the timeline as well. Essentially, I'm just a child. A pathetic child.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:22:37 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty I feel like that too much of the time. But the thing with the internet is that it is removed from the normal social anxiety situations and you can be more honest and ask for help. (well that's how it should work anyway)
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:25:00 UTC from web-
@vcgriffin If only that worked all the time. Some people just don't want to hear problems they've heard a thousand times before.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:27:02 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty yea being stuck in a loop sucks. you feel that you are just trying to work through the same stuff all the time, and people get frustrated with that. but we are all stuck in loops until someone can show us the way of the highway, you know.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:29:32 UTC from web-
@vcgriffin That's a good way to think of it, actually. I just can't seem to make any progress getting out of the loop.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:32:06 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@yodelerty then im the same way and ergo im not "up to par".
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:25:42 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I wouldn't say that. You're usually calm and collected.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:29:36 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty thats only because i dont care if people dont like me. Youre not at that point. Think of this. If everyone hated you here wouldnt you have been forced out by now, one way or the other?
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:33:13 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Maybe not if everyone else wanted to take the high road. But you're probably right.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:34:53 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty what high road exists here.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:35:53 UTC from web-
@awlderpy The road where people aren't antagonizing and rude.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:39:15 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty good. I wanted your opinion on that. Ever think that they arent that way because you warrant such behaviour?
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:41:14 UTC from web-
@awlderpy It crosses my mind but I always dismiss it as rubbish. Don't know why. Maybe I just don't trust people.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:46:41 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty theres a difference between trust and holding high/low opinion on what they do/say. Over-analysation also has a part in that.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:48:12 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I'm wondering which one I'm guilty of then. It could be both.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:50:49 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty youre not guilty of either. Your conditioning is guilty of both.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:51:57 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I'm not quite sure what you mean by that.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:53:01 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty youre conditioned right now by your past actions and emotions. Not your ability to be rational. Not by your conscience.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:55:40 UTC from web-
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 21:56:13 UTC from web
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@awlderpy There must be a way to force all these negative emotions away. If just for a bit so they aren't clouding my vision and I have time to think.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 22:01:23 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty youre seemingly not so clouded now. Lets continue this conversation later to ight when i cannot sleep.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 22:04:51 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Will do. I have to go to a wedding reception soon anyway.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 22:05:40 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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