{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Ethan Emile (midnightoil)'s status on Tuesday, 13-Mar-12 03:46:16 UTC","author_name":"Ethan Emile (midnightoil)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/midnightoil","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1077593","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/3828\" class=\"url\" title=\"Malcolm Chandler (&#x8A79;&#x6155;&#x4F83;)(Vinnie)(Mac)(Candle-Maker)(Butters)(Portia)\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">macpony55<\/span><\/a><\/span> yeah but...i was having major anxiety and stress and tears and sadness over this, to the extreme point of &quot;I don't have any goals and never have, so what's the point?&quot;"}