{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Omni (omni)'s status on Sunday, 27-May-12 12:20:12 UTC","author_name":"Omni (omni)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/omni","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1453234","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/10686\" class=\"url\" title=\"Flare Dancer (Jenna)\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">flaredancer<\/span><\/a><\/span> Well, seems we're going to try to widen my limits next time I am with my owner, slowly but surely. I guess allowing me to evade things I dislike so easily caused me to become even weaker against them. At any rate, I don't have much other choices. The current state I am in where even the slightest sexual reference can cause me to lose my stability for several hours is just an impossible state to live in in this world. I mean, even Spike and Rarity sometimes cause me to trip, it's really bad ._. I must admit I'm really afraid to try this treatment though, as I don't like feeling the way such content causes me to feel normally and I don't want to go suicidal again v.v #<span class=\"tag\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/tag\/hugs\" rel=\"tag\">hugs<\/a><\/span> Sorry for ranting about this to you v.v"}