{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Tuesday, 19-Jun-12 01:25:17 UTC","author_name":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/maverick","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1561852","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/9751\" class=\"url\" title=\"Samuel\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">dlcentaur<\/span><\/a><\/span> that's good ^_^. Well, a couple days ago I was trying to drive this metal pole through my head, couldnt because i have a failsafe in me that seems to stop me. then I was just super happy, now I'm going sad again. Give up on life, want to try to go back to what I did and maybe try talking with a demon, ask him\/her what is wrong with me or do some astral projection, find my guardian and ask him\/her. I am at a loss"}