{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Tuesday, 26-Jun-12 06:31:07 UTC","author_name":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/maverick","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1597570","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1768\" class=\"url\" title=\"Lelouch I grapes\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">princesstrixie<\/span><\/a><\/span> to cope with it, it depends if it's not bad I will listen to crappy radio music and thank that I didn't make those songs, if it's worse, I will focus on something, if it's worse I will listen to heavy screamo music, if it's worse I think about different ways to die, if it's worse, well now I just resort to in a way shutting me down (will just sit\/lay there thoughtless, can't move or anything) to stop me from self harm"}