{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Pony (pony)'s status on Monday, 30-Jul-12 03:59:07 UTC","author_name":"Pony (pony)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/pony","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1756163","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/12086\" class=\"url\" title=\"Tara Starr St John\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">tara<\/span><\/a><\/span> So basically, my life is great right now.  Stress is down, I have little reason to feel depressed, and I'm medicated. but every day is still a struggle against old habits that I'm not free to discuss on the public timeline.  I've been almost perfectly clean for about 8 months, but still I'm having issues.  Maybe if I go completely nazi on my restrictions I'll feel better.  I've been careful, but not too careful about relapsing so from time to time I wind up getting a bit &quot;buzzed&quot; *sigh*  well.. it's easiest to just acknowledge it and not dwell on it.. Gotta keep moving forward.  Still, it's nice to vent. I need a better place for said venting.  Maybe I should start going to group therapy again."}