{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Katy Brown (cavatina)'s status on Wednesday, 15-Aug-12 12:22:39 UTC","author_name":"Katy Brown (cavatina)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/cavatina","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1813339","html":"I'm gonna go off the grid for a short while...\n\nI definitely think i'm going through a mild depression...everything i've felt the past 3\/4 months has pointed towards it. A total and complete lack of certainty with literally every aspect of my life...\n\nI have no way of taking control of any part of it right now and it's been driving me mad for so long, i just want to disappear so i can work things out, if i can do that, that is.\n\nThe prospect that if i dont get onto the course in September meaning i have to pay my parents to live here is really stressing me out too...i have 3 weeks until i'm potentially going to be without any money whatsoever...\n\nI just feel distressed all the time and i dont know how to stop it >.<"}