{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"- (aaaa)'s status on Friday, 31-Aug-12 00:37:36 UTC","author_name":"- (aaaa)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/aaaa","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1869922","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1380\" class=\"url\" title=\"Sam Armstrong\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">greydragon412<\/span><\/a><\/span> Think like this, I litterally made a resolution a while to be of all things, more selfish. Because I was just weak... I got shoved around and did things for everyone and got taken for a c***. Not let that happen, yes I consider myself much better than I once was, but yes, Im more selfish and self serving, simple things like not going along with things just to avoid causing rifts, if I dont like something... I usually speak up nowadays, bananasing a LOT of people off in the process sometimes I'll admit, but it's given me more self esteem and confidence than Ive ever had"}