{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Sunday, 30-Sep-12 08:57:39 UTC","author_name":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/maverick","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1961834","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/2959\" class=\"url\" title=\"Kaiba (formerly Ponydude)\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">widget<\/span><\/a><\/span> that's what I've been doing for a while. To be honest, it would be much easier for me to let go of emotions. I feel like I'm at the stage where I can knock them all out right now, but I'm holding onto the corner with them right now because I'm not 100% sure what I want to do."}