{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Thursday, 22-Nov-12 03:24:09 UTC","author_name":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/maverick","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/2114840","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/26938\" class=\"url\" title=\"Courtney Tolson\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">xeleanorxrigbyx<\/span><\/a><\/span> Thats how I saw it. But like I say I tend to be very harsh with myself. If I fear something, I'll go do it <i>\/just\/<\/i> to scare me and get myself over it. When I do it, I dont see it as achieving a goal but rather just something that needs to be done. My inside voice says to me all the time: &quot;This world is crap, you suck, make yourself useful, dont be lazy,&quot; and that kinda stuff. I guess it keeps me going"}