{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Thursday, 22-Nov-12 03:28:07 UTC","author_name":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/maverick","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/2114843","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/26938\" class=\"url\" title=\"Courtney Tolson\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">xeleanorxrigbyx<\/span><\/a><\/span> My self motivation is crap too, thats why I kinda put myself down inside. Just to keep me in check. Otherwise I had no motivation. Somedays I wont even care about becoming a pilot, so I cant rely on motivation."}