{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Thursday, 07-Feb-13 07:10:44 UTC","author_name":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/maverick","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/2301696","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/2620\" class=\"url\" title=\"Dane Dychkowski\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">yodelerty<\/span><\/a><\/span> it really is. For the most part, it's even curable, but because of career choices, I can't. What a catch. Oh well. I like to vent on here. It helps me take the focus off how much I hate myself. Maybe one day I will be able to help\/save someone and use that as leverage to feel better. I don't even feel alright these days. It's just such an awful feeling. And I have to go to a school where I hold bad memories at. Each day is both a beating and a reward. I hate talking about this on here, but it does really make me feel better, because it takes my focus."}