{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"christian (cajunbrony23)'s status on Monday, 02-Sep-13 02:55:32 UTC","author_name":"christian (cajunbrony23)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/cajunbrony23","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/2957338","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1768\" class=\"url\" title=\"Lelouch I FrankerZ\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">snowcone<\/span><\/a><\/span> it alwasy will, death is not ment to be laughed at, not are horrible tragities like 9\/11 or the hlolcost. especilly concidering i tried killing myself a bunch of times. you think I'm sitting here laugh about any of it? you think I sit here and laugh about the heart attack that almost killed me"}