{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"colfax's status on Sunday, 06-Oct-13 18:55:45 UTC","author_name":"colfax","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/colfax","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3033115","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/29830\" class=\"url\" title=\"Electric Fire\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">awlpony<\/span><\/a><\/span> It bothers me because it makes me feel like such a monumental failure, I should be better than this and I'm so damn tired of trying... I'm banging my head against a brick wall and the wall is winning."}