{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Solidus Sans (liquidusmira)'s status on Thursday, 31-Oct-13 05:49:18 UTC","author_name":"Solidus Sans (liquidusmira)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/liquidusmira","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3090770","html":"Sometimes I use the search function. Sometimes I search my name with it. Sometimes I go really far back. Maybe a few months. Maybe more. Sometimes I notice who I was and compare it to who I am now. How liked I was. How respected I was. But I couldn't see it. I'm so blind. You guys... what happened? Where did I go? I'm but a speck of the person I used to be and I don't understand why I let it get this bad. I... blew it."}