{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Narwhal (narwhal)'s status on Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:25:26 UTC","author_name":"Narwhal (narwhal)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/narwhal","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3656372","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/31214\" class=\"url\" title=\"Clayton Richardson\"><span class=\"fn nickname mention\">deadmadness665<\/span><\/a><\/span> I try anyway. I remember when I broke up with my last girlfriend, we had both agreed the relationship wasn't working out but it still hurt. A lot. I was angry, confused, and felt cheated. I'll be completely honest and say I went home and cried a lot, smoked an entire pack of cigarettes then cried some more. I isolated myself from my close friends for a while before I even tried to work my way back to reality. But I began to realize that there are still people who care about me, people who value me as a human being with his own understanding and experience of suffering. I'm a very emotional person, and I don't always take things the greatest way, but it's through support and the relationships I've built that I'm still here."}