{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"clayinthecarpet's status on Saturday, 28-Feb-15 04:40:31 UTC","author_name":"clayinthecarpet","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/clayinthecarpet","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3864084","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/33282\" class=\"url\" title=\"Ebony Dark&#x2019;ness Dementia Raven Way\"><span class=\"fn nickname mention\">spots<\/span><\/a><\/span> Unfortunately, I am. And I get reminded of that constantly. I think I'm at least halfway on my way to zen, though, which is nice. I just need to start meditating more to rid me of the self and simply just &quot;be&quot; in my conscious mind without the added crappola"}