{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"- (aaaa)'s status on Wednesday, 09-Nov-11 19:28:57 UTC","author_name":"- (aaaa)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/aaaa","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/724269","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1369\" class=\"url\" title=\"Mack\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">madflavors<\/span><\/a><\/span> Not going to lie, it's the worst feeling In the world, but something WILL happen that will help\/change your thoughts. I had the exact same position, it was terrible, lasted probably a bit over a year and a half... I was suicidal, thank god it sorted."}