1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ RDN's Lucifer (nerthos) http://rainbowdash.net/nerthos http://rainbowdash.net/notice/1027385 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/6539" class="url" title="George S"><span class="fn nickname">yuri</span></a></span> Oh, well. Here we fall into a field governed by point of view. For me, a happy mortal live is not a goal worth searching. Maybe someday you'll reach a point of control over yourself where you can actively choose what you like, and you can actually fool your mind and induce a state of happyness and euphoria, feel always good and merry. Feel whole. But that server no purpose. Eventually you'll die, and that's it. Nothing will remain. And even if you leave something behind, you won't be able to see it. I choose to reject all that, and quest for an existance nearing the absolute. Trying to reach the maximum, the divine. Even if I fail, I would have acomplished more than most other mortals. Any semi-senitent being can reach happyness, almost none can reach apotheosis.