1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ The white void (hakupony) http://rainbowdash.net/hakupony http://rainbowdash.net/notice/1571010 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/7875" class="url" title="Omni"><span class="fn nickname">omni</span></a></span> Why do these things only happen when I lurk and intent to go to bed soon? Sooo... you most likely are lying to yourself because you got hurt recently. What you just wrote is a nice explaination of how I felt when I got my heart broken. I believe that you can do things right and that you can protect yourself just fine. You need time - and that time will be a time of pain. But then there will be the time you do no longer feel that pain and you just feel a certain emptiness. And you will find new things you consider to keep on for and you will arrange your self arunt those things. You regain inner order. And one thing: you are worthh enough that I will stay up until you do no longer want to talk.