1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Pony (pony) http://rainbowdash.net/pony http://rainbowdash.net/notice/1756163 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/12086" class="url" title="Tara Starr St John"><span class="fn nickname">tara</span></a></span> So basically, my life is great right now. Stress is down, I have little reason to feel depressed, and I'm medicated. but every day is still a struggle against old habits that I'm not free to discuss on the public timeline. I've been almost perfectly clean for about 8 months, but still I'm having issues. Maybe if I go completely nazi on my restrictions I'll feel better. I've been careful, but not too careful about relapsing so from time to time I wind up getting a bit &quot;buzzed&quot; *sigh* well.. it's easiest to just acknowledge it and not dwell on it.. Gotta keep moving forward. Still, it's nice to vent. I need a better place for said venting. Maybe I should start going to group therapy again.