1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ That wierd guy next door (maverick) http://rainbowdash.net/maverick http://rainbowdash.net/notice/2114840 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/26938" class="url" title="Courtney Tolson"><span class="fn nickname">xeleanorxrigbyx</span></a></span> Thats how I saw it. But like I say I tend to be very harsh with myself. If I fear something, I'll go do it <i>/just/</i> to scare me and get myself over it. When I do it, I dont see it as achieving a goal but rather just something that needs to be done. My inside voice says to me all the time: &quot;This world is crap, you suck, make yourself useful, dont be lazy,&quot; and that kinda stuff. I guess it keeps me going