1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ That wierd guy next door (maverick) http://rainbowdash.net/maverick http://rainbowdash.net/notice/2301696 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/2620" class="url" title="Dane Dychkowski"><span class="fn nickname">yodelerty</span></a></span> it really is. For the most part, it's even curable, but because of career choices, I can't. What a catch. Oh well. I like to vent on here. It helps me take the focus off how much I hate myself. Maybe one day I will be able to help/save someone and use that as leverage to feel better. I don't even feel alright these days. It's just such an awful feeling. And I have to go to a school where I hold bad memories at. Each day is both a beating and a reward. I hate talking about this on here, but it does really make me feel better, because it takes my focus.