1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Scribus (scribus) http://rainbowdash.net/scribus http://rainbowdash.net/notice/3119190 So anyway, I've been spending the past several months making a goddamned wreck of the travesty that passes for my life. I no longer really feel like there's anything I enjoy, that actually feels "fun" or makes me "happy." Lately it feels like even the Prozac is just keeping life tolerable. But! When I have a bad, it always feels like everything has been awful forever and always will be. I swear, I can remember feeling happy. I just feel like I can't feel it again. I haven't gone to my swordfights in months because it got stressful and wasn't enjoyable, my weapons were breaking, and I was doing really damned poorly so that hurt my pride. I dunno. I'm a walking catastrophe and I'm at my wits' end.