1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Narwhal (narwhal) http://rainbowdash.net/narwhal http://rainbowdash.net/notice/3656372 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/31214" class="url" title="Clayton Richardson"><span class="fn nickname mention">deadmadness665</span></a></span> I try anyway. I remember when I broke up with my last girlfriend, we had both agreed the relationship wasn't working out but it still hurt. A lot. I was angry, confused, and felt cheated. I'll be completely honest and say I went home and cried a lot, smoked an entire pack of cigarettes then cried some more. I isolated myself from my close friends for a while before I even tried to work my way back to reality. But I began to realize that there are still people who care about me, people who value me as a human being with his own understanding and experience of suffering. I'm a very emotional person, and I don't always take things the greatest way, but it's through support and the relationships I've built that I'm still here.