1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Solidus Sans (liquidusmira) http://rainbowdash.net/liquidusmira http://rainbowdash.net/notice/3786859 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/33413" class="url" title="Ellie"><span class="fn nickname mention">eeeie</span></a></span> It honestly is a big deal since you're without someone you were with for many years so it's going to take time to adjust. And you definitely don't suck. You're just human.