1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ MetalTao (metaltao) http://rainbowdash.net/metaltao http://rainbowdash.net/notice/4089755 I have desires damn it! And this heated, internal, contention is eating me away! GAH! There is a thing or person I want to be, the tools are in front of me at my disposal and I can't seem to get over that gap. I want to impress! To divine to others my fascinations and whimsy and have them be entertained by some insane story and calligraphy! I can't seem to get over this hump and I simply want to express how fearful I am about getting so close as my irrational mind boggles me with fears of rejection and being ignored. I know I can do it!