1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Scribus (scribus) http://rainbowdash.net/scribus http://rainbowdash.net/notice/621793 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/1948" class="url" title="Cerulean Spark"><span class="fn nickname">ceruleanspark</span></a></span> I think it says, in part, that you don't *really* want to do it. It's not that you chickened out, you decided better. I wish there was something more I could do to help you out. Please just hang in there. There are plenty of people who love you and don't want to see you do this.