Replies to awlderpy, page 242
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@awlderpy Shut up, Hitler!
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@awlderpy Will do. I have to go to a wedding reception soon anyway.
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@awlderpy There must be a way to force all these negative emotions away. If just for a bit so they aren't clouding my vision and I have time to think.
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@awlderpy I'm not quite sure what you mean by that.
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@awlderpy I'm wondering which one I'm guilty of then. It could be both.
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@awlderpy It crosses my mind but I always dismiss it as rubbish. Don't know why. Maybe I just don't trust people.
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@awlderpy The road where people aren't antagonizing and rude.
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@awlderpy Maybe not if everyone else wanted to take the high road. But you're probably right.
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@awlderpy I wouldn't say that. You're usually calm and collected.
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@awlderpy I keep having the feeling that everyone here hates me. The difference is where I try not to say it to the people here. Also, I complain a lot. And get stupid depressed on the timeline as well. Essentially, I'm just a child. A pathetic child.
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@awlderpy My behaviour still isn't up to par though. That's why I keep making the comparison.
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@awlderpy You guys are good people. I owe you way more than I'll ever be able to give back.
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@awlderpy That'll be a long time coming. But I guess it has to be done.
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@awlderpy I try. The voice is so powerful, though. So hard to shut down.
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@awlderpy I guess. Though I keep having a nagging voice in my mind that questions everyone's motives.
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@awlderpy I'm so damn tired I can't think straight, if I could just get some decent sleep and a meal or two that doesn't make me want to retch I'd feel so much better.
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@awlderpy Actually, it'd solve quite a lot, I wouldn't have to worry any more about a job or a place to live, no one would have to worry about pretending to give a damn at OTA, I wouldn't have to keep borrowing money from strangers on the internet... the list goes on.
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@awlderpy I dont know, but I see people every day as a wander the streets of this damn town, nice homes, nice cars, nice clothes, while I look for someplace I can sit for a few minutes out of the wind and weather and wonder how much it'd hurt if I walked out in front of that garbagentruck.
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@awlderpy am I I'm not sure. I just know everyone needs external help, everyone relieson someone. Bootstraps are not real, those that think they are are just ignorant of the people they tread on. (also Hi)
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@awlderpy Still, others are able to manage it, yet I can't no matter what I do, I feel so damn useless, like maybe I should just get off the planet and make room for someone who may actually amount to something.
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@awlderpy I suppose, but if I'm doing everything I'm supposed to why am I sitting in a FrankerZing homeless shelter wishing I was dead?
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@awlderpy I will make it up the next time I start self-loathing.
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@awlderpy My relatives will, though. I'll do it when I get home, if that's acceptable.
