{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Toksyuryel (toksyuryel)'s status on Tuesday, 21-Feb-12 06:58:23 UTC","author_name":"Toksyuryel (toksyuryel)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/toksyuryel","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1011822","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/6761\" class=\"url\" title=\"My real name\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">pony<\/span><\/a><\/span> It could be the hostile environment that I live in that doesn't give me the opportunity to feel comfortable slowing down enough to be able to reflect like that. But maybe I just need to do it anyway no matter how uncomfortable it is, because I can't escape this environment without doing so."}