{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"philosodash's status on Tuesday, 17-May-11 04:54:57 UTC","author_name":"philosodash","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/philosodash","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/101828","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/317\" class=\"url\" title=\"Derek McElroy\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">bigponymac<\/span><\/a><\/span> You see, I've never bawled before, not once, not that I remember. I'd think it'd be much too easy for someone like me, but it just seems so... Hard to. I must admit, there are times that I question if there is something wrong with me."}