{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Omni (omni)'s status on Saturday, 03-Mar-12 23:20:59 UTC","author_name":"Omni (omni)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/omni","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1048891","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/6761\" class=\"url\" title=\"My real name\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">pony<\/span><\/a><\/span> I wouldn't be able to speak to him\/her\/it... I'm afraid of a divine creature. I may live my life as a pet, leaving myself vulnerable to the one I trust, but I still live in constant fear. What if what I think is wrong? What if I get orders I really can't accept (like leaving my owner or eating meat)? I would go completely insane and my suicidal urges would get completely out of control. I'm not so much afraid of ending my own life, as I am worthless anyway, but I won't be able to stand hurting my owner. Ugh, sorry for that, I guess I overreacted somewhat but it should explain my fear x.x"}