{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Omni (omni)'s status on Sunday, 04-Mar-12 00:12:46 UTC","author_name":"Omni (omni)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/omni","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1049061","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1022\" class=\"url\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">starlightbolt<\/span><\/a><\/span> I'm... weak... I literally was too afraid of the pain to continue, an issue I still have. If not for that I wouldn't be here anymore, but now I also promised my owner I wouldn't kill myself so it all becomes so much harder to break out of this useless existence. Wish I wasn't always this weak and scared &gt;_&gt;"}