{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"... (tenebarius)'s status on Wednesday, 04-Apr-12 04:48:04 UTC","author_name":"... (tenebarius)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/tenebarius","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1160635","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/2620\" class=\"url\" title=\"Dane Dychkowski\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">yodelerty<\/span><\/a><\/span> I don't know... this is not even close to characteristic of me. I felt that I had to write these thoughts to get them OUT of me. I don't like how I feel thinking these thoughts. I guess I just feel like I need pain to pay for my sins, which I know isn't true. I know Jesus died for my sins already...so why do I think these things? :S"}