{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"princessweetiebelle's status on Wednesday, 25-May-11 06:29:15 UTC","author_name":"princessweetiebelle","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/princessweetiebelle","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/123262","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/218\" class=\"url\" title=\"Brendan\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">abigpony<\/span><\/a><\/span> That's honestly what I feel like sometimes =( thats why the concept makes me so sad. I wouldn't say I'm disengaged from reality though. I'm going to do my best to try and, maybe save this world, or help it be a little better. Plus I have friends and a BF who loves me, plus ponies to watch and adore. I have no reason to off myself, thankfully, or I probably would have done so already"}