{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Cerulean Lulamoon-Spark (ceruleansparkold)'s status on Friday, 20-Apr-12 14:45:21 UTC","author_name":"Cerulean Lulamoon-Spark (ceruleansparkold)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/ceruleansparkold","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1247121","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/4200\" class=\"url\" title=\"Joe\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">purplephish20<\/span><\/a><\/span> My parents just don't give a cherries. My mother told me to my face that she couldn't care less if I took my own life. That's something that has always stuck with me, and I think has caused fairly significant damage to my self esteem. Perhaps you can imagine what it is like to feel so worthless that even killing yourself wouldn't make a difference."}