{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Sleeping Autumn (sleepingautumn)'s status on Wednesday, 25-May-11 22:27:55 UTC","author_name":"Sleeping Autumn (sleepingautumn)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/sleepingautumn","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/125177","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1235\" class=\"url\" title=\"Henrik Westerlund\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">flaxx<\/span><\/a><\/span> yeah x.x I might have ideas buried somewhere but I have an abject lack of confidence in myself and anything I do; so as much as I want to do something like write or draw or anything that requires practice and sustained effort, I feel certain that it's pointless and give up, and I hate myself for it but I can't seem to stop x.x"}