{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"RDN's Lucifer (nerthos)'s status on Sunday, 22-Apr-12 12:50:12 UTC","author_name":"RDN's Lucifer (nerthos)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/nerthos","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1257932","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1380\" class=\"url\" title=\"Sam Armstrong\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">greydragon412<\/span><\/a><\/span> No. I'm well aware of what will happen if I follow my path, and that I'll at some point if I retain conciousness be regretful of what I left behind, but it will only consume me for a time. I can't throw away all that I worked for just to avoid feeling pain at some point. Doing so would mean just living a life and dying like everyone else, without archieving anything."}