{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Pony (pony)'s status on Monday, 23-Apr-12 12:22:51 UTC","author_name":"Pony (pony)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/pony","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1264275","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1948\" class=\"url\" title=\"Cerulean Spark\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">ceruleanspark<\/span><\/a><\/span> Anyone who diligently seeks truth will find reason for hope. That's not to say that it's easy of course.  Do you have any options that don't end in premature death?  I used to think about abandoning everything and running away to live in nature when suicide didn't appeal to me.  It was like death without dying in that i still was able to imagine escaping everything, even if it meant living rough (in the wilderness, on the streets, etc."}