{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Omni (omni)'s status on Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:09:50 UTC","author_name":"Omni (omni)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/omni","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1286717","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/11947\" class=\"url\" title=\"Matthew Holzberger\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">agubi<\/span><\/a><\/span> Because I have issues filtering whatever comes towards me. I can't &quot;just ignore&quot; what I don't like. Besides that, I can imagine all things I dislike in detail, and my mind starts seeing it, even though I don't want to. For example, yesterday I kept seeing myself breaking my fingers over and over again for a few hours, even though it never really happened. I'm sure I would be a lot more stable if I could stop that, but I just don't know how."}