{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"... (tenebarius)'s status on Monday, 30-Apr-12 05:43:56 UTC","author_name":"... (tenebarius)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/tenebarius","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1304388","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/8494\" class=\"url\" title=\"John H.\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">crusader8<\/span><\/a><\/span> One of the reason I relate to it so well is that his life looks almost too much like mine. Even though I was raised in a great Christian home, it didn't prevent me from almost literally going insane. I'm not joking. My depression (a few days ago) sunk so low that I was seriously considering suicide and murder. My mind was so messed up and I was confused to the point of tears. Jesus pulled me through it, however (Thank God that he did or I might be dead right now!)"}