{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"The white void (hakupony)'s status on Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:44:44 UTC","author_name":"The white void (hakupony)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/hakupony","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1553013","html":"@comradeconventrix<\/span><\/a><\/span> @scribble<\/span><\/a><\/span> It's very nice of you you want to make me hope again but for me, hope always was pain. There was this one guy who kept his "maybe" for a whole year. There was the problem we had two hundred kilometers of distance but I would have solved that problem. However, I did not get a "yes" or a "no" which basically made me hope. This hope nearly destroyed me. Maybe I will lose control over myself sometime but until that happens, i would never ask anypony out. Or I could finally suceed in killing my emotions -"}