{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Omni (omni)'s status on Sunday, 17-Jun-12 21:21:05 UTC","author_name":"Omni (omni)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/omni","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1555338","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/11855\" class=\"url\" title=\"The white void\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">hakupony<\/span><\/a><\/span> What bothers me most is the burden I put on my owner. I mean, she says she doesn't mind taking care of me, but I can clearly how much it hurts her at times and I simply don't want that. I've stopped living for myself long ago, so I could really care less about it for myself. It's just... I really love her and I don't want her to have to suffer like that, it must be awful to see your partner having panic attacks and the likes and I don't want to keep putting her through all that, especially not as often as I do..."}