{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Cloud (cloudchaser)'s status on Monday, 18-Jun-12 18:18:01 UTC","author_name":"Cloud (cloudchaser)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/cloudchaser","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1560212","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/11855\" class=\"url\" title=\"The white void\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">hakupony<\/span><\/a><\/span> i hope she will. this whole thing is awful. i wish i could just redo  today. i quit and was sober for 6 months. but now im back where i fear most. i hate myself and life right now"}