{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Tuesday, 19-Jun-12 03:47:33 UTC","author_name":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/maverick","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1562143","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/2959\" class=\"url\" title=\"The Pony Formerly Known As Ponydude\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">widget<\/span><\/a><\/span> no. I just have no idea what it is. I used to research them a lot. Beckoned them in a sense and things went down hill from there. I just want a concrete answer. Maybe from all the research I have created a manifestation. But I'm sick of it all and just want to make a last stand. If I fail, I couldn't care at this point because I feel so disconnected from everything."}