{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"The white void (hakupony)'s status on Wednesday, 20-Jun-12 08:05:18 UTC","author_name":"The white void (hakupony)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/hakupony","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1568582","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/10820\" class=\"url\" title=\"Stephan Tanchak\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">renovatedkitchen<\/span><\/a><\/span> I have the feeling I said that before: I do not wish you to be normal - but please - waking up and hearing a friend killed hmself is bucking hell on earth. If you don't want poeple to be sad then live on. I'm glad you did not do it - but the fact that you are still unstable makes me sad."}