{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Omni (omni)'s status on Wednesday, 20-Jun-12 12:22:06 UTC","author_name":"Omni (omni)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/omni","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1569063","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1948\" class=\"url\" title=\"Cerulean Spark\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">ceruleanspark<\/span><\/a><\/span> I'm not, but I have no reason to feel like this and I'm sick of bothering people (and especially those I care about like you) with this sadness because, even though it sucks really much, I have at least a few minutes of being happy after a few hours of not feeling well again. It's just... ugh... It feels like a waste of time to care about it because, no matter what, any happiness will only be temporary anyway... And then, after an undefined amount of time, I will die and lose all my memories and everything I've lived for, including my owner v.v"}