{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Saturday, 23-Jun-12 00:06:12 UTC","author_name":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/maverick","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1582009","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/7875\" class=\"url\" title=\"Omni\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">omni<\/span><\/a><\/span> me? Well, I've tried overdosing, I lived through that, I've tried running a metal pole through the side of my head,I lost my grip on it, and a couple days back I completely lost it, and was going to go into the garage to drink a bunch of antifreeze, but a package of car parts just arrived and I was distracted. I feel like there is nothing holding me back. People say they love me, but I can't feel it for some reason. However when I survived my overdose, I decided I'm going to dedicate my life to helping someone else. Like if someone is about to be shot, I will take the bullet so that they can survive. That's just about it."}