{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"The white void (hakupony)'s status on Friday, 06-Jul-12 23:11:56 UTC","author_name":"The white void (hakupony)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/hakupony","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1648347","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1181\" class=\"url\" title=\"God\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">hoit21<\/span><\/a><\/span> I'd like to be drugged up and happy all the time. But seriously. my thoughts the last days were like this: Oh, I guess hoit is really a cool person. Today: depressive. I'm starting to get the feeling I'm cursed. Why do all people I like turn out to be depressive, bipolar or self-hating?"}